Let me hear you call my name.
Just someone on the same planet
More than words.
Words are overrated, some say...
You know you love me, too.
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Thursday, January 06, 2011
“I will show you fear in a handful of dust” from the T.S. Eliot poem: “The Waste Land: The Burial of the Dead”.Meaning: “We do not actually fear death — we fear that no one will notice our absence — that we will disappear without a trace” -- Bones Saturday, July 31, 2010
How many times have you looked back on your life? Or rather, have you ever stopped to look back?As people around me embark on different journeys in life, it suddenly occurred to me that maybe too many of us have taken too many things for granted. Maybe now is the time to reflect on the past years of your life? When I considered the various experiences that I've been through, I realised that I didn't (or couldn't, partially due to my poor memory) remember many things in my childhood. My freshest memory was probably some instances in primary school. How disappointing and sad to not have remembered the sweetest and, possibly, worry-free years in life. Especially since the later years would be filled with stress, unhappiness, depressing issues and many others, including positive instances of happiness and joy. Nonetheless, a child is usually easily satisfied with a new toy or a new playmate while teenagers and adults often require much more than that. I then recalled all the photographs I took when I was a child. However, that was then where I understood the difference between a fact and a memory. Facts in your life are things you know you have done, probably thanks to the numerous photographs your parents took when you were young or the recounts of your elders. Memories, however, are not simply things that you remember you've done. You should've also remembered what you felt when you did it. For instance, you many have had a photograph of yourself at the first amusement park you visited, but do you remember how you felt when you got on your first ride? Were you exicted? Jittery? Nervous? Or too happy to think? If you had a true memory of it, you would probably smile everytime you recalled it. Isn't it time that you took a break in your rush forward in your endeavours in life? Look back and reflect on your life. Do you remember more facts or have more memories? If it seems that you might have more facts, I guess it's time to slow down and take the time to recall the emotions you felt back then. True memories are especially special and each one of them would be a unique gift of yours and only yours. Keep them dear to you even as you continue on your respective paths. True memories keep you going on even as you experience the worst or most depressing thing ever... Monday, March 29, 2010
It's realistic to know that sometimes dreams don't come true.But it's just depressing to feel (or know) that, often, it is those you really want that won't come true. It seems unfair that life is so straightforward and realistic (or some say cruel). However, many a times it is because we are at the losing end. People just don't seem to give a damn when they are benefiting, despite knowing that that is so because someone else is down there. -- I need a little hope and faith here. Someone, somewhere, please give it to me. -- I never knew my life would go in this direction. Sunday, September 07, 2008
I feel that my life is getting more and more screwed up.I'm sick of having to clean up after others. I'm sick of the pressure. I'm sick of not having control over my own life. I'm sick of not having freedom. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of everything. -- 总觉得前途越来越渺茫。 虽说任何事都不能一帆风顺的， 但这样的考验也太过分了吧。 真得很想追求自己的梦想， 追求自己渴望的生活， 但现状让我失去希望，失去梦想。 开始做最坏的打算。 但心里的最深处却依然选择相信； 相信最后的结果一定会顺心、满意。 就在日子一天一天地过去， 梦也似乎一点一点地飘走。 现在该如何是好呢？ 该怎么找回失去的信心呢？ 如何寻回以前的那股动力呢？ 觉得好乱， 没有目标地前进， 好似盲目地向前冲就会冲出一条路。 渐渐希望自己有精神依靠。 希望能够立刻结束一切。 这样就不用再伤心烦恼了。 可想到会留下的， 就有些些的不舍。 就算有机会重新开始， 也想紧握不放。 我能重新燃起希望吗？ 又有谁能帮助我呢？ 有谁能够指引我呢？ 我的守护天使到底在哪儿？ -- I'm truly and sincerely sorry for this. Thursday, July 10, 2008
Finally over with the trauma.It wasn't as bad as I had expected. But I had never thought that I would get THAT. I don't know what to feel. Monday, July 07, 2008
It's over. For now.But I have a really bad feeling about it all. Wish me luck. I desperately need a boost of faith/confidence. Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I'm losing hope and faith.And nobody really cares. I desperately need a good laugh. |
Goodbye.
If only...
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